December 12, 2004  Sunday

     Hi to all.  I've sat down to update the website numerous times in the last few weeks, but it's so hard to know what to say.    As I mentioned,  it's been a positive experience returning to work.  Just being around our friends again is so helpful.   But, it just seems as though there's so little going on in our lives right now.  Our lives were so busy the last 3 years, so all the down time we have now is hard to fill.  I just thank God that Andy and I have the wonderful and strong relationship we do.  We truly continue to take this one- day at a time.  With the holidays soon approaching, the emotions seem to be a little more up and down.  I find myself checking my journal to see what we were doing a year ago, and thinking about what we should be doing today. 
     Last week we went with some friends to pick out our Christmas tree.  A few days later we finally found the heart to decorate it.  It was while we were decorating that we recieved a call saying Paige's headstone was at the cemetery.  While we enjoyed that time together, it was that call that quickly brought us back to the reality that Paige is really gone.  
     Again, we thank everyone for your continued love, prayers and support.  We are truly grateful to all of you.

Love,
Andy & Sandi

Pictures of Paige's Headstone